Longing

All I want is intimacy
I want to lay my head on your shoulders
I want to taste my tears and know you'll kiss them away
I want to reach out and feel you reaching back
I want to feel your lips on my forehead, my nose
I want to arch my back to your caresses
I want to ache for you, your touch, your voice, your strength, your vulnerability, you
I want to swim in the blackness and be dried off by your hands
I want to laugh with you
I want to lie on a hill and see shapes in the clouds
I want to see my reflection in your tears
I want to stare in your eyes and taste your breath
All I want is intimacy
I want feel your weight upon me
I want to sit above you and kiss your eyelids
I want to be your life
I want to intertwine my fingers with yours
I want to hold your head in my lap
I want to feel your voice when you read
I want to scream and have you calm me
I want to hear you giggle
I want to twirl in an open field with you
I want to travel with you
I want to be a million miles away and crawl into bed with you
I want to walk in the door after a long day at work and drink coffee with you
I want to sit in front of the fire reading poetry
I want to see the fire in your eyes and know that it isn't a reflection of the flames
All I want is intimacy
I want to have tickle wars
I want to knead the stress out of your shoulders
I want to pleasure you and know you'll do the same for me
I want to be selfish and then give everything
I want to love you
I want to be loved
All I want is intimacy
I want to find your ďż˝spotďż˝
I want you to find mine and make it enjoyable
I want you to be patient with me and help me enjoy the act
I want to feel you deep inside of me and know that you won't hurt me
I want to squeeze you until you cry out
I want to hold you inside of me long into the night
I want to make love to you
All I want is intimacy
I want to walk side by side in the humid forest
I want to share a private pool on the beach
I want to watch fireworks from the ocean
I want to hear music in the distance
I want to camp in the mountains
I want to jog in the rain
I want to ski in the sunshine
I want to wander among the leaves in autumn
I want to dance to classical music
I want to cry at the opera and gasp at the ballet
I want to be enthralled at the theater and impressed at the gallery
I want to awed by culture
I want to be humbled by humanity
I want to do all this and more with you
All I want is intimacy
I want to climb to the top of the Eiffel Tower
I want to ride a dogsled in the Territories
I want to walk the ruins of Scotland
I want to trace the footsteps of our ancestors in the ancient land
I want to be overcome by the past
I want to dream of the future
I want to revel in the present
I want to do it all by your side
All I want is intimacy
I want to go on an African safari and be lost in the Heart of Darkness
I want to discover the hidden secrets of Tibet
I want to decipher the primordial world of Egypt
I want to find peace within
I want to visit the Buddhist monks hidden in their sanctuaries
I want to see the Russian landscape from the window of a train
I want to fly over the open fields in China on the back of a stallion
I want to be numbed by the magic of Vienna
I want to dance with those who've lost hope
I want to hug those in need of affection
I want to hold those who have no one else
I want to teach those who yearn for knowledge
I want see the joy in their eyes
All I want is intimacy
I want to have your child
I want to feel it grow inside me and gain strength day by day
I want to sing it to sleep
I want to gently caress it
I want to feel the excitement of decorating and buying tiny baby clothes
I want to plan for its future
I want to take him to football games and play catch in the back yard
I want to take her to the park and watch her eyes light up at the ballet
I want to go camping during the summer
I want to travel in winter
I want to plan fun birthdays
I want to have bonfires and long conversations
I want to listen to music and sit in silence
I want to have water fights and take our dog for walks
All I want is intimacy
I want to age and proudly watch over our children
I want to see them play with their friends
I want to worry when they start to date
I want to be their friend
I want to be their mentor
I want to help them with their homework
I want to watch them graduate and go off to college
I want to calm their fears, ease their apprehension
I want to love their spouses and spoil their children
I want to share all of this with you
All I want is intimacy
I want to grow old together
I want to love each new wrinkle
I want to kiss each new line
I want to hold your hand
I want to rock on the porch
I want to play cards
I want to dance in the moonlight
I want to travel by train
I want to visit the sights of our youth
I want to whisper to you in foreign tongues
I want to know the comfort of having a life-long friend
I want to appreciate the ease of having a full-time lover
I want to live my life with and for you
I want to love you
I want to be loved by you
All I want is intimacy
All I want is you